God: You should take this Chronological Bible Discipleship information to Tipton County to a multitude of women bigger than small groups.
Me: How am I going to do this, Lord? I don't have a place big enough. And Lord, remember, I'm not gifted at teaching. Who will teach the curriculum? Will I get ladies from Bellevue to lead a conference? Do I ask Donna and Iva to come to Tipton County to train women?
God: No, Emily. You are thinking in the physical world. Think spiritually. Trust me. I will show you the way. Just wait on me. My timing is perfect.
Me: O.K., Lord, I'll trust you with what my eyes can't see. Yes, Lord, I'm yours, I'll do it. I prayed. And I waited.
Mom: Lori Hawkins has a passion for women's ministry. Maybe you should contact her.
Me: "To Do List" item...email Lori.
Lori: Sure, let's have lunch.
Me: Kidney Stones, Stomach Virus, Kids get Stomach Virus, I Get Stomach Virus Again. Lord, do you really want me to meet with Lori? Please, allow this to happen.
Lori: Mono. Really!?
Old Town Hall Waitress: Can I take your order?
Lori/Emily: Chatting so fast about God they hardly hear her.
Lori: Jan. 10
Emily: Jan 10 it is. Thank you Lord for providing Lori.
God: Trust Me.
Emily: Wait. Anticipate. Wait. Anticipate.
Jan. 10, 2012

Tonight was out of my comfort zone, yet inside the will of God, my safe place. Yes, that's me on stage speaking.
Me. The one who started making worse grades in elementary school when I found out you had to give a speech at graduation if you were the top 3 "straight A" students.
Me who was too shy to light a candle at our "hanging of the greens" service at my church growing up.
God used me. Me, the most unlikely of public speaking candidates to introduce a new way of studying His word to my community. (Thank goodness God is using Lori to teach us. After my intro, she blew me away with the lecture time).
A community of believers who go to many different churches and come from different denomonations.
The picture you see above is the picture God gave me in my head the morning I was driving to CBD training in Memphis. The morning He called me to this thing that was bigger than anything I could accomplish, just so His glory could be displayed, His name known, His character revealed, and His redemptive plan of salvation shared with women hungry for His word, so that they might share it with those in their worlds, those I can not reach for Him.
As I looked out at that crowd through tears in my eyes, my faith became sight. Each woman sitting in those chairs is a part of His story and now they are connected to my story, too. This is a day in my faith life I'll never forget. This whole journey has strengthened my faith and brought me closer to my God. I can not wait to see the plans He will accomplish through this and how the name of Jesus will be magnified to many.
Two people received the redemptive plan of salvation tonight.
Angels rejoiced. It was worth saying "YES!" to God just for that.
God is good. He only does good. Do you know Him?
I hope you have the joy that I have inside. Glory to God. Goodnight.
Philippians 3:13
Emily